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Thursday, April 1, 2010
Stay quite and suffer ALONE...
Hey earthlings..
im kind off dead..
so this few days, its been frustrating...
full of fights,misunderstandings and many more..
friendships tangled up in a web but now its back to normal again...
thank godness.. love my girls v much...
currently health status is not great..
disease had struck the body..
can't concentrate with studies..
miss bio test yesterday, due to the pain on my shoulder..
feeling kind of down lately..
due to family problems and something else that everyone except
him and her, do not know of much..
feels like running away from everyone...
wanna be alone for sumtimes...
today went to serangoon stadium for sports day..
it was superbly hot...
had fun but was being pissed by ......
had tons of picture taken wif many great people's
was a bad hair day...
and i have nothing much to say...
so goodbye..
leave me alone for now...im tired facing all these problems! i dun want to love anyone for now cause i noe it just hurts soo much loving sumone who doesnt love me back for who i am...im letting the person i like go slowly...ill accept for watever it is...the heart does bruise easily...its painful...its burning deeply...does anyone cares? i just don't think so...people? they don't care much u see...only god knows what im facing what the heart really feels and how painful it is...friends and family just do not know how much it is hurting but only god knows everything....im disappointed wif the things that has happen!
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
Lets move on with life...
i think won't wait any longer ..
it's just not worth waiting...
if one day uve come to like me i'll accept you definitely.
so for now ill just wait patiently for the day.
ill wait forever but i wont be waiting for now...get it?(search for the meaning yourselves)
Sunday, March 14, 2010
Camp!
Went two days and 2 nights of camping....
started on Friday ended on Saturday night....
had lots fun and laughter in the day and also late at night with dearest Raid,Diyana and Liana...
and also not forgetting the sec one kids...they were all kecohrable sia...hehe
although was being treated like anak terbiar but the feeling of that faded as they just made my day awesome....saw some scary creature.....it was scary...saw it at ard 3 a.m in the morning....*won't elaborate more*
I did gardening at school with mdm nora and diyana...it was fun hearing the whispers of plants..it really feels soo peaceful doing it....
something i did not expect happens...
so basically the last item was camp fire night.....
it was quite a bore but still had fun shouting my heart out....
To Shidah and Juzaidah : you guys did awesome being the MC...im proud of you guys...
you two really did a great jobs so dun blame ureselfs coz u guys didnt screw it....
Saturday, March 6, 2010
The weekends!
Finally the weekends came...
had lots of fun yesterday...
in the morning felt superbly tired but when the afternoon came i was superbly energetic..
stayed back wif shikin,lala,amee and liana...
shikin and lala did their coursework....while i slept...hehe
den after shikin was done, the both of us went up to clean up the classroom...
my god....our classroom was freakin filthy..shikin found chewing gum under some of our peers table. it was freakin DISGUSTING...ewww...
after cleaning up went down back and waited for lala to finish her coursework. after she had finish up shikin, amee, lala went back home...me and liana went to NPCC.. kite mcm anak terbiar during NPCC time.. but nothing to worrying cause i had soo much fun doing my maths homework....liana was my first junior teacher....it was totally funny and cute..."the first thing you must do is LABEL" hehe...only raid and liana noe's wht i meant......while liana was teaching me,raid and shafiq t came....we chit chatted the next thing i knew raid was my second teacher.... i swear if i get a teacher like him i'll be laughing all the way and ill be freakin pressurized...soo cute luh... soon shahrizuan came down...he was frm band practise.... the nxt thing i knew he was my third teacher...hehe...he teaches me the last question tht i was weak at....cute luh the way he teaches me.. surprisingly i really did concentrated when the 3 of them teach me... THANKS guys....i really swear i LOVE you guys damn much! den soon it was time to go home....sooo sad....time passes by bloody fast....i was just starting to enjoy but what to hav to go home mah...
i walked to the bus stop wif liana, raid, juzaidah, zakaria and not forgetting shahrizuan...
i really liked yesterday esp the teaching n going back home part....
thats all....take care peeps...
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
Tiring!
im soo tired right now.
today school was just the same, it was as usual...
BORING!!
so at school study, study, study and studied all the way till 3.30 p.m
after school went tamp mall with liana, asilah, ameelia and scott...
amee wanted to go shopping so we accompanied her till 5.30 p.m
at 5.30 p.m me and asilah head to our tuition teacher's home to study again..
haish...felt damn tired at that moment!
studied math's until 7.20 p.m then went straight home...
at home got scolded for not informing that i was gonna come home late...
blah..blah...blah...blah..
going to bed soon..
goodbye peeps...